Gloriously Awkward Life

God uses the foolish to shame the wise. (1 Cor. 1:27)

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Year: 2025

  • Apollo/Saturn V Center: 360° Videos

    Apollo/Saturn V Center: 360° Videos

    Whenever Kennedy Space Center has a daytime launch, I like to pack up the work laptop and make the 70–90 minute drive over to see it close up (“close up” meaning about four to six miles away, depending on which pad it’s launching from). This past Monday was the scheduled launch of Amazon’s second Kuiper satellite internet mission on board a ULA Atlas V rocket, which I’ve never seen before (SpaceX launches once or twice a week, so I’ve seen plenty Falcon 9’s).

    Unfortunately, the launch was scrubbed while on the bus to the Apollo/Saturn V Center and Banana Creek Viewing Area; but rather than waste the trip I used my Insta360 X4 to record the presentations inside the Center, which include:

    • A multimedia presentation about the early days of the American space program up until Apollo 8.
    • A reenactment of the Apollo 8 launch inside the same firing control room, with all of the original consoles, that was used on December 21, 1968.
    • A multimedia presentation providing detail about Apollo 11’s final approach and landing on the moon (hint: it wasn’t as easy as it looked on TV!).
  • Daily Log: Wednesday, June 18, 2025

    Checkins & Travel

    There were no checkins on Swarm today.

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  • Daily Log: Tuesday, June 17, 2025

    Checkins & Travel

    Time Venue Category
    11:46 AM EDT McDonald’s Clermont, FL Fast Food Restaurant

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  • Daily Log: Monday, June 16, 2025

    Brought the work laptop to Kennedy to watch the Kuiper launch, for it to get scrubbed while on the bus over to Banana Creek. Then got stuck in the traffic SNAFU resulting from an overturned tractor-trailer and hazmat response on I-4 and had to backroad it home.

    Checkins & Travel

    Time Venue Category
    10:45 AM EDT RaceTrac Kissimmee, FL Fuel Station
    12:05 PM EDT Scott Carpenter Parking Lot Merritt Island, FL Parking
    12:10 PM EDT Kennedy Space Center Visitor Complex Merritt Island, FL Science Museum
    12:15 PM EDT KSC Bus Tours Merritt Island, FL Bus Line
    1:43 PM EDT Apollo/Saturn V Center Merritt Island, FL Science Museum
    2:37 PM EDT Wawa Titusville, FL Convenience Store

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  • Daily Log: Sunday, June 15, 2025

    Daily Log: Sunday, June 15, 2025

    I’ve been under the weather for the past several days, so my usual Sunday afternoon trip to Universal Orlando was limited to retrieving a set of earbuds from the Lost ‘n’ Found that I had inadvertently left in a ride locker the weekend before.

    Checkins & Travel

    Time Venue Category
    4:00 PM EDT Cat In The Hat Parking Garage Orlando, FL Parking
    4:04 PM EDT Universal CityWalk Security Checkpoint Orlando, FL Border Crossing
    4:16 PM EDT Islands Of Adventure Lost And Found Orlando, FL Amusement Park
    4:30 PM EDT Marvel Bridge Orlando, FL Bridge
    5:34 PM EDT Taco Bell Clermont, FL Fast Food Restaurant

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  • Q&A: An answer to @a.tale.untold

    Q&A: An answer to @a.tale.untold

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    Bizarre as it may seem, indeed God the Son had to die as an ultimate sacrifice for humanity. To show this we need to look at a much larger picture and look at the whole of redemptive history, something that Paul does in the first half of his letter to the Romans.

    Who is Paul?

    Let’s introduce Paul and review his credentials:

    • In Acts 8, he is introduced by his Hebrew name, Saul, approving of the execution of the first Christian martyr (Stephen, v. 1), and in v. 3 we read that he was “ravaging the church, and entering house after house, [dragging] off men and women and [committing] them to prison.”

    • We hear about Saul again in Chapter 9 of Acts, “still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord” and requesting authorization from the Jewish authorities to arrest and bring Christians (“belonging to the Way”) to Jerusalem. Along the way, he is accosted by Jesus “whom you are persecuting” (v. 5) and blinded, and told to continue on to Damascus, where he originally intended to go. When he gets there, he stays for a few days until Ananias, a disciple of Jesus, is instructed to go and lay hands on Saul, something Ananias initially protests because of Saul’s history of persecuting Christians, but does anyway. Upon laying on hands, Saul’s sight returns, and Saul begins preaching in the synagogues the deity of Christ (v. 20), to the point that the Jews plot to kill him (v. 23).

    • Saul is first referred to as Paul (his Greek name) in Acts 13:9 and then is called Paul from that point on.

    • Toward the end of Acts, Paul gives a defense before Agrippa (Chapter 26) in which he states that was previously a Pharisee (the same group that constantly challenged and ultimately killed Jesus in an effort to silence him). As a Pharisee, Paul would be well-versed in the Mosaic law, likely to the point of having it committed to memory. Thus, when Paul describes redemptive history beginning with Abraham, Paul knows intimately the subject that he is describing. Paul was a “Jew among Jews” who knew what he was talking about.

    Paul’s outline of redemptive history in Romans

    Paul begins his letter to the Christians in Rome with an exhaustive review of Jewish history and the Jewish law, pointing to its fulfillment in the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. Paul sends this letter at a time when the Jews had been ejected from Rome by the emperor Claudius[1], then years later allowed to return; and with them came Jews who instigated an internal debate over whether Jews or Christians had the better deal—Jews were the “offspring of Abraham”, and Christians, particularly Gentile ones, were considered by the Jews to be inferior and undeserving of redemption without first becoming Jews.

    In his defense, Paul describes two means of being justified before God: “the Law”, which Paul says condemns us by revealing our sinful state (“Now we know that whatever the law says it speaks to those who are under the law, so that every mouth may be stopped, and the whole world may be held accountable to God”, 3:19), or apart from the Law through Jesus Christ, “whom God put forward as a propitiation[2] by his blood, to be received by faith” (vv. 21–25a).

    Abraham

    Paul, a Jew, understood that the sacrificial system of Judaism, the regular animal blood sacrifices in the Temple, could not remove God’s judgment upon humanity (“in his divine forbearance he had passed over former sins” v. 25). This sacrificial ritual goes all the way back to God’s covenant with Abram/Abraham in Genesis 15, which is established by God instructing Abram to bring animals (a heifer, female goat, a ram, a turtle dove, and a pigeon), cut them in half (except the birds), and place the sides opposite each other, and then God (in the form of a smoking fire pot and flaming torch, Gen 15:17) passed between them, symbolically sealing the covenant, as if to say, “May what happened to these animals happen to whoever breaks this covenant.”

    Almost immediately, Abraham breaks the covenant by sleeping with Hagar and producing Ishmael (Gen. 16), but God does not execute his judgment just yet. He has Abraham and all the men with him circumcised as a physical symbol of the covenant.

    “Forbearance”

    Returning to Romans, Paul addresses this sacrificial system and states that there is no way humanity could be justified by means of works of the law (3:19–20), because the purpose of the law was to point out that we are sinful (“without the law there is no transgression”).

    Paul uses the term “forbearance” throughout Romans 2 to describe the effect of the sacrificial system prior to Jesus’ sacrifice on the cross. Forbearance simply means that the obligation to pay a debt is postponed, not taken away. Eventually, the forbearance ends and the debtor (sinful humanity) must pay in blood according to the terms of God’s own covenant with humanity. God’s righteousness and absolute holiness cannot tolerate the presence of sin and therefore sin must result in destruction of the sinner. And, Paul states, being a Jew, of Abraham, is of no advantage.

    “Now to the one who works, his wages are not counted as a gift but as his due” (Romans 4:4)–if our works are by definition corrupt and sinful, the due wage is God’s wrath (Romans 4:15). Abraham was not counted righteous because he obeyed the law, but because of his belief that motivated his obedience to the law (4:9–12). Belief, faith, came first, per Paul.

    Jesus as the Ultimate Sacrifice

    Once Paul has established that justification from God’s wrath cannot occur through following the law (because we can’t), he turns his attention to Jesus, God’s own son, in Romans chapter 5.

    “For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. For one will scarcely die for a righteous person—though perhaps for a good person one would dare even to die—but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Since, therefore, we have now been justified by his blood, much more shall we be saved by him from the wrath of God. For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we saved by his life.” (Romans 6:6–10)

    Since the law and its sacrificial system could not provide justification before God, it had to come another way. A perfect way. It couldn’t come through the blood of earthly animals, since they were part of the corruption that came into the world through the sin of the “first man” (Adam, Romans 5:12ff), it had to be through a man who was not corrupted by our own sin.

    The only one who meets that qualification is God’s own son. And to establish his humanity, he had to be born of a virgin and live the same life that humanity lived, albeit without sin, obeying the law as God established it perfectly. And, because humanity could not follow the law sufficiently on its own, justification had to be a gift, not something that could be earned, else those who desired it could never have it.

    “Therefore, just as sin came into the world through one man, and death through sin, and so death spread to all men because all sinned— for sin indeed was in the world before the law was given, but sin is not counted where there is no law. Yet death reigned from Adam to Moses, even over those whose sinning was not like the transgression of Adam, who was a type of the one who was to come. But the free gift is not like the trespass. For if many died through one man’s trespass, much more have the grace of God and the free gift by the grace of that one man Jesus Christ abounded for many. And the free gift is not like the result of that one man’s sin. For the judgment following one trespass brought condemnation, but the free gift following many trespasses brought justification. For if, because of one man’s trespass, death reigned through that one man, much more will those who receive the abundance of grace and the free gift of righteousness reign in life through the one man Jesus Christ.” (Romans 5:12–17, ESV)

    Once Jesus had fulfilled the terms of God’s covenant by sacrificing himself and taking upon himself the sin of humanity and incurring his Father’s own wrath for it to the point of experiencing separation and abandonment from his Father (Matthew 27:46, quoting Psalm 22:1), there was no reason for him to remain dead, so his Father resurrected him.

    “For if we have been united with him in a death like his, we shall certainly be united with him in a resurrection like his. We know that our old self was crucified with him in order that the body of sin might be brought to nothing, so that we would no longer be enslaved to sin. For one who has died has been set free from sin. Now if we have died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him. We know that Christ, being raised from the dead, will never die again; death no longer has dominion over him. For the death he died he died to sin, once for all, but the life he lives he lives to God.” (Romans 6:5–10, ESV)

    Paul writes elsewhere that without this death and resurrection, there is no Christianity:

    “Now if Christ is proclaimed as raised from the dead, how can some of you say that there is no resurrection of the dead? But if there is no resurrection of the dead, then not even Christ has been raised. And if Christ has not been raised, then our preaching is in vain and your faith is in vain. We are even found to be misrepresenting God, because we testified about God that he raised Christ, whom he did not raise if it is true that the dead are not raised. For if the dead are not raised, not even Christ has been raised. And if Christ has not been raised, your faith is futile and you are still in your sins. Then those also who have fallen asleep in Christ have perished. If in Christ we have hope in this life only, we are of all people most to be pitied. But in fact Christ has been raised from the dead, the firstfruits of those who have fallen asleep. For as by a man came death, by a man has come also the resurrection of the dead. For as in Adam all die, so also in Christ shall all be made alive.” (1 Corinthians 15:12–22, ESV)

    A theology of suffering

    Christian doctrine includes a theology of suffering by design (much to the consternation of so-called “word of faith” and “prosperity” preachers). It is evident throughout the New Testament writings. Because Christ suffered, so will we. Because the gospel is “foolishness” to those who are not saved, we will be looked at as fools also. However, what we lose in our suffering will be more than made up for at Christ’s return. Something to look at in another post.


    Required Notices

    Scripture quotations are from The ESV® Bible (The Holy Bible, English Standard Version®), © 2001 by Crossway, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers. Used by permission. All rights reserved.


    1. This is documented in the book of Acts (18:2), and also in the histories of Suetonius (c. AD 69 – c. AD 122), Cassius Dio (c. AD 150 – c. 235) and fifth-century Christian author Paulus Orosius. ↩︎

    2. ἱλαστήριον (original idea, propitiation of an angry god), (a) a sin offering, by which the wrath of the deity shall be appeased, a means of propitiation, Rom. 3:25; (b) the covering of the ark, which was sprinkled with the atoning blood on the Day of Atonement (Hebr. Kappôreth), Heb. 9:5. Alexander Souter, A Pocket Lexicon to the Greek New Testament (Oxford: Clarendon Press, 1917), 115–116. ↩︎

  • Daily Log: Saturday, June 14, 2025

    Checkins & Travel

    Time Venue Category
    7:21 PM EDT Pizza Hut Kissimmee, FL Pizzeria

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  • Daily Log: Friday, June 13, 2025

    Drove up to Ocala with the work laptop to pick up some Bambu-branded filament.

    Checkins & Travel

    Time Venue Category
    11:30 AM EDT Best Buy Ocala, FL Electronics Store
    1:24 PM EDT Walmart Supercenter Clermont, FL Big Box Store
    1:56 PM EDT Chick-fil-A Clermont, FL Fast Food Restaurant
    8:58 PM EDT McDonald’s Clermont, FL Fast Food Restaurant

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  • 3D Printing Updates

    Worked on a custom shelf/riser combo this past week using a set of IKEA TROFAST shelves and some 3D-printed side panels with SKÅDIS pegboard patterns to attach things like AirPods and spare plugs. Then 3D printed brackets with tabs that insert into the side panels.

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  • Daily Log: Thursday, June 12, 2025

    Checkins & Travel

    Time Venue Category
    7:44 PM EDT Taco Bell Clermont, FL Fast Food Restaurant

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  • Daily Log: Wednesday, June 11, 2025

    Checkins & Travel

    Time Venue Category
    12:21 PM EDT McDonald’s Clermont, FL Fast Food Restaurant
    8:07 PM EDT Domino’s Pizza Clermont, FL Pizzeria

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  • Daily Log: Tuesday, June 10, 2025

    Daily Log: Tuesday, June 10, 2025

    Second night at row at Mosaic—this time at the satellite campus near Walt Disney World, where they share space with India Pentecostal Church of Orlando.

    Checkins & Travel

    Time Venue Category
    1:17 PM EDT Chick-fil-A Clermont, FL Fast Food Restaurant
    7:03 PM EDT Mosaic Church at WDW Orlando, FL Church

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  • Daily Log: Monday, June 9, 2025

    I started looking recently for a nearby church with a way to maintain my now-20-year recovery with other guys and some accountability, plus a more year-round schedule so I’m not spending my summers with nothing to do outside of the theme parks; so I went to my first men’s recovery group at Mosaic Church (no relation to the one in L.A.) on Monday night and plan on attending a book club at their satellite campus next to Disney World on Tuesday.

    Mind you, I love Celebration Community, but I’m in that group of middle-aged single guys that often falls through the cracks, surrounded by established families that are most churches’ understandable priority, plus the Celebration area is subject to the seasonal ebbs and flows of the snowbirds such that summers are usually devoid of opportunities for study and fellowship outside of Sunday mornings.

    Checkins & Travel

    Time Venue Category
    12:31 PM EDT McDonald’s Clermont, FL Fast Food Restaurant
    6:59 PM EDT This Is Mosaic Church Winter Garden, FL Church
    8:54 PM EDT Wawa Winter Garden, FL Fuel Station
    9:29 PM EDT Circle K Clermont, FL Convenience Store

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  • Daily Log: Sunday, June 8, 2025

    Daily Log: Sunday, June 8, 2025

    Did my Sunday afternoon routine at Universal a little differently. Normally I start my “lap” on the Studios side, but then by the time I get over to Islands of Adventure I’m too tired to ride anything else. So, this time I reversed my usual habit and spent the day on the Islands side—although I still got wore out by the heat and humidity.

    Checkins & Travel

    Time Venue Category
    3:31 PM EDT RaceTrac Kissimmee, FL Fuel Station
    4:13 PM EDT Cat In The Hat Parking Garage Orlando, FL Parking
    4:18 PM EDT Universal CityWalk Security Checkpoint Orlando, FL Border Crossing
    4:27 PM EDT Coke Icon Orlando, FL Snack Place
    4:31 PM EDT Universal’s Islands of Adventure Orlando, FL Amusement Park
    4:49 PM EDT The Incredible Hulk Coaster Orlando, FL Attraction
    4:53 PM EDT The Amazing Adventures of Spider-Man Orlando, FL Attraction
    5:15 PM EDT Skull Island: Reign of Kong Orlando, FL Attraction
    5:43 PM EDT Jurassic World VelociCoaster Orlando, FL Attraction
    7:19 PM EDT Marvel Bridge Orlando, FL Bridge
    8:41 PM EDT Circle K Clermont, FL Convenience Store
    8:50 PM EDT Taco Bell Clermont, FL Fast Food Restaurant

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  • Daily Log: Saturday, June 7, 2025

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    11:50 AM EDT RaceTrac Kissimmee, FL Fuel Station
    12:34 PM EDT IKEA Orlando, FL Furniture and Home Store
    5:44 PM EDT Domino’s Pizza Clermont, FL Pizzeria

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  • Daily Log: Friday, June 6, 2025

    Checkins & Travel

    Time Venue Category
    11:21 AM EDT Taco Bell Clermont, FL Fast Food Restaurant
    7:41 PM EDT McDonald’s Clermont, FL Fast Food Restaurant

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  • Recent 3D printing projects

    Recent 3D printing projects

    Some new stuff over the last couple of weeks:

    • A multi-mount plate for the camera tripod.
    • Adapter.
    • Uprights for a shelf set I’m working on to consolidate my laptops underneath the display.

    What are you working on?

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  • Daily Log: Thursday, June 5, 2025

    Checkins & Travel

    There were no checkins on Swarm today.

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